When Two Becomes One

I wonder some times, about whether what everyone says its true

Is it true that if you truly loved someone and they didn't see it, in time it'll come back and breath an air of familiarity back into their lives, when they least expect it?

Somehow, though it's been almost 4 months, I don't know how to understand how he is so okay, while my heart breaks with every old memory
How he replaced me so easily while I still find it difficult to learn to love again, or to understand how

The worst pain, is the kind that comes when you give someone 150% and get only 50% in return
When you spend nights waiting alone for someone to show up, when they're already 3 hours late
When you give up every weekend to sit around at their place of work, just to get in that extra hour and a half of time together because you don't know if they'd try just as hard to spend time with you
When you calm their tortured heart from a loss that was too great for them to bare on their own, even though they didn't realize it till you came along

Love is a funny thing
With it's ability to let you believe that you get what you give

There's a part of my foolish heart that still believes that it's other half is out there
But, for now all I can settle with is easing it into independence


Or myself...


Maybe both


I guess it takes some getting used to, when a once perfect two turns to just a healing one






dilz