It's been a while since I was able to bring myself
To string words together to create
Some kind of presentable paragraph
Staring at white walls
And wishing I could drown them
In my millions of molecule thoughts
Worries
Sadness
Calm
Chaos.
Still staring
Still lost
Still wanting so desperately to write
Write away this confusion
This unknown tug of war
But still lost for words
Lost for sentences
Lost for organised thoughts
Synchronised swimming kind of
Togetherness.
Dilz
