Tuesday, July 9, 2019

Dear Universe


Dear Universe,

I hope this letter finds you well, but I’m afraid all I have for our talk tonight is a heavy heart and tired eyes.

I would complain less and want less and believe more, if you could just help me understand why you do the things you do? You have lessons planned for my life that I’m unsure if I’m equipped for. But then again, you wouldn’t hand out anything I can’t handle… Now would you?

I sit here tonight with no wants of my own, but to ask you if you can ease their load? Could you please hand them out more peace and less misery? More joy and less pain? More laughter and no tears?

I want you to know something that I have come to realize, a broken heart is easier to mend than a dismantled soul and you’re pushing too hard. You’re banging too loudly on their already crowded minds and heavy pasts.

You and I, we were made together a long time ago, we exist within each other. Like old friends who sing the same song, or letters in a shoebox that tie together stories of two different worlds, that is what we are. But just because they might not know you like I do, doesn’t mean they hope less or fear nothing.

So, before my eyes shut and I wander into a world where everything isn’t as hard as reality so often makes it, I want you to please hear my plea and consider it deeply.

If you so believe that a load must be carried, then please place it on my shoulders and not theirs. If you can’t do me any favours, then at least let me be the only one to bear the burden of your fair play.

So, until we speak again or meet somewhere between the Earth’s soil and the sky’s beginning, I can only hope that you’ll listen and you’ll hear and you’ll heal.

Yours,

D